mengapa kehidupanku amat membosankan dan membebankan diriku sendiri...

kenapa harus aku tunduk kepada takdir yang telah ditetapkan oleh illahi yang mencipta dan menghidupkan aku...

adakah takdir harus dijalani setepatnya atau hanya dijadikan sebagai tulang belakang cerita hidup yang harus aku lalui...

apakah aku hanya sebuah patung sandiwara kehidupan yang dicipta untuk dikecewakan dan dihina semata-mata untuk mewarnai dan menghidupkan lagi senario pentas ini....

bulan....

bintang menyinari lautan indah dipandanganku....
bulan yang kekuningan keputihan membuat keheningandi jiwa membelengu....

untuk mu... imran...

aku bina istana kaca...

untuk kau dan aku bersama...

tetapi...

kenapa???

kau pergi meninggalkan aku bersendirian disini

meniti hari sunyi sepi yang amat membelengukan!!!!!

kenapa???

aku di biarkan melayar dengan ombak samudera yang mengganas....

imran......

kau nakhoda kehidupanku...

kaulah bebahang duniaku....

kaulah nadi iramaku....

kaulah denyutan jantungku.....

kembalilah....

a msg for imran...

imran.... if you are there plese come back!!!!!!

assalamua'laikum!!! todae is YOU CAN SEE FOR YOURSELF!!!! and something great happen to me... that is i come back to update this blog after so long in agony of cruelty at amirah's grill!!!!!!

love and friendship

LOVE is like the wild rose-briar;
Friendship like the holly-tree.
The holly is dark when the rose-briar blooms,
But which will bloom most constantly?


The wild rose-briar is sweet in spring,
Its summer blossoms scent the air;
Yet wait till winter comes again,
And who will call the wild-briar fair?


Then, scorn the silly rose-wreath now,
And deck thee with holly's sheen,
That, when December blights thy brow,
He still may leave thy garland green.

MY
life closed twice before its close--
It yet remains to see
If
Immortality unveil
A third event to me
So huge, so hopeless to conceive
As these that twice befell.
Parting is all we know of heaven,
And
all we need of hell.

Beautiful dreamer,
wake unto me,
Starlight and dewdrops are waiting for thee;
Sounds of the rude world heard in the day,
Lull'd by the moonlight have all pass'd away!

Beautiful dreamer,
king of my song,
List while I woo thee with soft melody;
Gone are the cares of life's busy throng.

Beautiful dreamer,
awake unto me!
Beautiful dreamer,
awake unto me!

Beautiful dreamer,
out on the sea,
Mermaids are chaunting the wild lorelie;
Over the streamlet vapors are borne,
Waiting to fade at the bright coming morn.

Beautiful dreamer,
beam on my heart,
E'en as the morn on the streamlet and sea;
Then will all clouds of sorrow depart,

Beautiful dreamer,
awake unto me!

sTReeSSer>>>>toRPor<<<< riLIset

O...god almighty...
who hears my cries...
who noes my turf of individuality...
who watches beneath the sea of humanity
lies a devil....
who cries for man...
suffering in a world...
of sanctimonous puppets of life....