8th march 2008

today is a wonderful day.... today was really great.. after so long holding on to all my secrets and feelings, i finally manage to let it go.... staying here in the villa really is relaxing... there is really nothing that can be compared to the enjoyment and bliss i had in the villa... umi is really understanding.... she is the only one i can confess and look up to when i am in need for a shoulder... maybe because she also had once gone through a similar fate as mine.... john called me today... but we didn't manage to talk coz i was in a tunnel in the car and the tunnel actually is like damn long coz we have to go through the tunnel to get the other side of the mountain....