day by day my pain is getting worse. my called ashiq today... told him that i need more of the pan killer and that he will pass it to me on tuesday when i go to school... well atleast i thing i can stand it for two more days...

oh yeah... i got fired from my woek place... they asked me to quit coz of my attandence.. ismadi said i should sit back and relax and stay home and recuperate.... haish.. this means i will be staying home al day getting lectured by my parents and all... i really hate it lah... so i am looking for job desperately so that i can get out of this damn bloody house... coz if i dont, i will die of stress... depression...