Hi, this is the 4 day i can't seem to get you? Have you left for your dream job ?
This is not funny i am starting to miss you . The friends that i have last time i broke away from them as i think i am werido who is there to be laugh at and not feel happy and enjoying myself with them.

You are the only best friend that i can count on but now when i am in need of help and just to go out with you i can't get you . I am afraid that i will become a person you will not know in just a few week without being together.

My sunshine where are you ? My life is tough now and i don't know where to go and what to do. I can't return to campus or even see you what am i suppose to do without you in my life.

That spot that you are in is very cold and sad. I feel that you are so far away i can't seem to see or hear you any more.

Please come back to me as soon as possible. The life that i don't want to live at all is that i have no more friends and i am only left with your present and this blog. Which there is no soul and a voice that i hear everyday and the joy of just been with you.

HAM!!!!

that is not i meant... and i do not want your house.... that is your hard earn money... and promise me if i belongs to someone else, you better not comeback... coz it is gonna hurt me more.... and i will not be able to take it.... so please....

hi hidayah


ham faham maksud dayah....

no matter what happen, i will still love you... rumah ham yang di ivory heights tu, dayah boleh amik.... take it as if a birthday present for you... rumah tu dah habis bayar... property documents are all with my dad... i have already told my dad everything... tell him and he will give it to you...

thanks for letting me to love you... ham janji.... i will return to you... even if you belong to someone else....


happy birthday....

life...

things have gone wrong this year... yet another disappointing year.... life is too long for me.. how i wish i can make it short... why do i have to face all this every year....



pls kill me!!!!

thanks ilham

hi ilham...
thanks for your wish and promises...
but i think you will not be able to keep the promises...
and i know i cant....even if i still loves you not that i dont love you now but maybe in the future i will not be able to love you....



but this song, i wish to tell you how i feel...
i hope you understand what i meant....

I am thinking of you

In my sleepless solitude tonight

If it's wrong to love you

Then my heart just won't let me be right

'Cause I've drowned in you

And I won't pull through

Without you by my side

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

Baby can you feel me

Imagining I'm looking in your eyes

I can see you clearly

Vividly emblazoned in my mind

And yet you're so far

Like a distant star

I'm wishing on tonight

I'd give my all to have

Just one more night with you

I'd risk my life to feel

Your body next to mine

'Cause I can't go on

Living in the memory of our song

I'd give my all for your love tonight

happy advance birthday!!!

hi hidayah....

happy advance birthday....

19 this year huh????

two more years and complete freedom.... all that you have been wanting ever since your 18th birthday right????

well this year i am nable to celebrate your birthday with you like i had promises....

i am really sorry!!!

i had to leave...

but do bear in mind that i still love you....







dayah, hati ham masih lagi sayangkan dayah... hati ham masih lagi inginkan dayah disisi ham tapi inilah yang terbaik... sebab.... dengan cara ini sahaja ham dapat tenangkan hati ham yang terlalu keruh....

ham janji.. kalau ham dah ok... ham akan kembali untuk dayah... tolong beri ham mase lagi...


sayang ham pada dayah terlalu kuat...

tapi situasi ham di sana amat memberatkan hati ham dan ham tahu yang dayah amat terseksa dengan situasi itu... maafkan ham...


happy birthday to you....
happy birthday to you....
happy birthday to my baby.....
happy birthday to you....


happy 19th birthday....



luv you.....

muahcks.......