all alone....

last nigth as i was sitting by the bedroom window i look outside.... all i see was darkness with no glimpse of a star
the road so clear that you can hear the spirits roam the night
the playground so silent that you can hear the cricket play
i look into my soul
all i can see is loneliness and despair
silence and darkness....
i see myself crouching close that i cant even see a slight light reflection of my face.
i tried to hear sound of laughter b ut all i hear is nothing...
i waited longer to hear again...
whining and cries, my soul cries...
not even a laugh or a smile can be seen....
it was then i realise that i was so alone so lonely...

life on bay

i look into amidst of dreams
i see the colour of tranquility
red blue green yellow violet.... and black.....

why???
why is life so dull???
why is life so unfairly boredom for me???

many times i have tried to change...
many times have i tried to please them
but all come a dismay....
wat should i do....
wat should i say????
let god be the one who tells me
when i face him for all my sins
when i have embrace the holy fire that cleans my soul...
when i am brave enough to know....