life on bay

i look into amidst of dreams
i see the colour of tranquility
red blue green yellow violet.... and black.....

why???
why is life so dull???
why is life so unfairly boredom for me???

many times i have tried to change...
many times have i tried to please them
but all come a dismay....
wat should i do....
wat should i say????
let god be the one who tells me
when i face him for all my sins
when i have embrace the holy fire that cleans my soul...
when i am brave enough to know....