all alone....

last nigth as i was sitting by the bedroom window i look outside.... all i see was darkness with no glimpse of a star
the road so clear that you can hear the spirits roam the night
the playground so silent that you can hear the cricket play
i look into my soul
all i can see is loneliness and despair
silence and darkness....
i see myself crouching close that i cant even see a slight light reflection of my face.
i tried to hear sound of laughter b ut all i hear is nothing...
i waited longer to hear again...
whining and cries, my soul cries...
not even a laugh or a smile can be seen....
it was then i realise that i was so alone so lonely...