22/5/08

yesterday i slept over at my friend's place since there was a bachelor party to celebrate her last night before her wedding... we really had a lot of fun.... we had strippers, had wine, had RA movies and the best is a very, very sensitive sharing for all of us since we have not been doing it for a very long time. oh man, she is so lucky.... at least she got the chance to marry the man of her life.... but me??? all alone waiting for the prince riding a white horse to come to my rescue from this painful and awful life....

i had a fight with Zul today.... his wife found my diary in my old room.... it stated all mine, azahar's and his secret that i know.... and he had a fight with his wife because of some secrets that he did not tell him... well actualy after i had a fight with zul, his wife called me... well i call her kak long... meaning, elder sister... kak long ask me if all that i wrote in the diary is true.... i told her the thruth about the diary which is all the information is true.... she cried in the phone.... but i well, i kind of consoled her and talk sense to her... i mean eversince he knows that he is getting married to her, he have changed alot....
he doesnt drink, he doesnt gamble, he doesnt come home late at night....
he also doesnt look at other girls out there... i mean he is a total different person....


oh well i hope everything will go well... i mean they are only just married... not enough time for each other to let lose and understand each other since it is a fix marriage....