yesterday our family outing was at east coast beach... it was fun actually... mamat wanted to play "red indian village" or in malay rumah dayak... its a catching game... but we were lacking of players.. since i had my medication before we went out, so i didnt join the game.. the ones playing were fida, mamat, kak ckin and abg abas... 4 people... imagine that!!!! HOW PATHETICALLY LAME!!!!

well we had lots of fun and that is important... after the beach, we went to IMM for shopping... its oklah... coz i wasnt really enjoying musch as i was having my stomach cramp... i didnt tell my parents though coz i know that they don give a damn for it... so well the day passed by and we all went home...

i still have yet to take my spec from the optical which i ordered about 2 weeks ago...coz the money i already spent on my medication the other day at SGH... haish.. this month. if i calculated correctly... i spent about $320 just on medication.. this is sick rite!!!!!!! if my dad found out about it... i am so dead...

well.... fariz asked me what happened till i had to go to SGH... so i told him the truth... wellfariz is the only one i am very open with other than aaron and jasmine... he is so understanding.... but 90% of the time... he is damn fucking annoying... but what to do.. we cant change anything right.. its his personality... i still dont know why i like him... he is nice in a manner but the other... he is a devil child i tell you.... huh.... so irritating!!!!

well now i am at home in my room typing away.... i am supposed to work but i wanted to take off for this week... coz i still am not feeling well and i got no more cash to go to hospital or clinics to take mc again...

haish... why is life so unfair....